
When I was young, maybe 7 years old, I slept in my parents bed, which I didn't do regularly then because I was already to old. But that I night I woke up and my parents were having sex right next to me. I imediately knew what was going on when I heard them making noises and I just froze and didn't move till they were done. I didn't want them to know I was awake. I was so grossed out and shocked and betrayed and disappointed in them, because it felt like they failed to protect my innocence (especially because my mother raised us to be modest, I never even saw my siblings naked in my entire life!).I know they thought I was asleep and wouldn't notice it. But I mean, why didn't they carry me to my bed before they did it?I don't know if that fucked me up or not. At that age I already knew that parents have sex and after that I told myself that it's normal for parents to have sex and that they didn't know I was awake or maybe they even forgot I was in their bed. I still felt grossed put and couldn't look them in the eyes. via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/2TfaEbF
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