Maternal love?

So, I just had my first kid. She’s beautiful and strong and she’s honestly a really great baby. I’m very very blessed to have her. But has anyone else not experienced that overwhelming sense of love towards their child? Don’t get me wrong, I love her, I miss her when I’m away from her and I couldn’t imagine my life with out her. She makes every day better. But everyone talks about how it’s just something that’s indescribable. I do have depression and anxiety. I’ve had it my entire life and I am numb emotionally about 24/7, always been like that. Has anyone else experienced this, or am I just a freak? via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/2MbQxHV