Monday, November 1, 2021

Told him i feel overwhelmed and it turned into a fight


I haven’t been able to sleep tonight , feeling depressed about having to wake up and get my kid (5) dressed, fed, off to school, do college work, go to work, get kid from school, play with her, get groceries, make dinner, help with homework, clean everything, give her a bath, read book, brush teeth, get called back cuz she cant sleep, and do it all again the next day and every day. I just feel like im drowning and i have to fake smile through my entire day, even when getting the kid ready and stuff. Its the same thing everyday and I never get to have me time.I told him how i feel like im drowning and i dont like going to sleep because i dont want tomorrow to come. He basically said he knows what its like cuz he hates his job and has to work ten hours. Im like yeah but im jealous cuz you just go to work and come home and sit on the couch and dinners already made and stares at his phone all night.He turned it into “yeah im so useless whatever get off your high horse” and stormed off. I hate him. I have no one to go to when im struggling emotionally. Honestly want to leave him but i cant finish school or even afford a place myself right now especially with childcare and college.I know in the morning he will make the kid some cereal or something to try to make up for it.Not really looking for advice cuz you’re gonna say to communicate. Ive tried and it leads to him making it into an argument about me insulting him. Idc anymore. I see myself as a single mom and he’s a roommate . He can go jerk off till i finish school and get a good job honestly im done. I never called him useless but now im thinking he is. I just wish i had more help with the little things. via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/3Bzhl8T

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